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Tuesday, 02 December 2008

Monday, 01 December 2008

  • 20 birthday

    The day starts off with me waking up at noon with my mind being occupied by nothing. The feeling is just simply cant steer me wrong.

    go to eHuey house for just half an hour because stupid me misunderstand the time told by housemate. He said " si diam pua " but i thought its " qit diam pua " lol ! so ends up i have to piggy back my big clumsy guitar back again without learning anything from my foc tutor.
     
     




    dinner at shabushabu




    christmas atmosphere is skying high oh i feel like singing jingle bell jingle all the way
    watched bolt. Pop corn at cathay cinema is always that nice !

    we reach cyberia at the stroke of 2am. Happy Birthday to me, i whisper Feeling thrilled and exhausted. I was alone in room as roomie went back to kl and i heard a knock at my door. When i opened the door, my heart skipped a beat My friends were all here throwing me a surprise celebration and i cant  help myself from yelling my lungs out I AM TOO SURPRISED TOO EXCITED TOO TOUCHED TOO THRILLED !

     
    I have always believed that our friendship are strong to withstand the ups and downs that life brings. Thank you my friends ! oh it sends me over the moon




    I get myself ready for bath after they back and i hear a knock again on my door. Peh is standing outside the door, claiming that the light has blowed. She asks me to accompany her going downstairs as she is afraid. The living hall is so dark and here it goes...TADAH



    each and every of the cakes are very special. They bring laughter and joy to so many events. Small little cakes have big meanings and they are powerfull enough to bring thrilling surprises to countless birthday boys and girls. SO AM I

    My cake is so extraordinary. Neither my favourite chocalate indulgence nor fruit cakes. It is full of devil creams with toufu and two crab sticks as candles LOL ! It might not be very expensive but the joy is priceless


    the story continues
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    i am seriously under attacked!! sprayed by creams..smashed by toufu..poured by water! everyone is going insane and the living hall is seriously ruined by us!


    she is ready for water bom attacked lol


    the kejam 1



    end up we have to clear the house until 5am LOL







    the next day bunch of frens and i go to 1u for bolt again. I wish i can watch twilight again it is like the modern romeo and juliet story of forbidden love affair between hawt vampire and mortal

    When we paid for the dinner, the waiter came to our table with a birthday card ! HOW SURPRISE !! but no name nothings on the card


      




    HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEANFERN


     







Saturday, 29 November 2008

  • Currently
    Riot!
    By Paramore
    decode
    see related

    and so the lion fells in love with the lamb

    Watch twilight. Oh i need some refreshment after the three hours physical electronics lab. ohhh i will go round and round and round insane with this movie

    Bella is a clumsy, kind hearted teenager with a knack for getting into troubles. Edward Cullen is an intellegent good looking vampire who holds a dark secret. Against all odds, they two fall in love. Bella learns his secret. He is a vampire, however she is not afraid of his blood-thirsty need and the fact he could kill her at any moment. Bella is afraid of losing him, the love of her life.

    To Edward, Bella is that thing he has waited 90 years for - a soul mate. But the closer they get, the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent, would could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy.






    this is mua current wallpaper ;D


    i like Edward Cullen not Robert Pattinson ;D






    oh romance is zooming in the air when Edward tells Bella that he feels protective over her










    awwww it is a modern, visual, and visceral Romeo and Juliet  story of ultimate forbidden love affair, between vampire and mortal. Oh u should watch it I should get myself the novel !


    Forever. Begins. Now.

     


     

Friday, 28 November 2008

  • looking hard for a great energy boost, so off we heading to Dengkil for my all time favourite food! It tastes a little different with bak kut teh from penang, not that yummylicious but so far so good lar. I love yam rice with bak kut teh in penang ;)










    momentum has been hard for me to achieve in these couple of days. I start feeling foggy and unclear about what to do next. It keeps turning my focus outward. But i don't strive for things lining up perfectly because i don't wanna waste efforts censoring myself.

    Turn up to Music Goes Green organized by RMMU dj club malay and english slot tonight. Its acoustic performance, and Hanif, Joyce are performing! " Killing me softly ", " Angel or Devil "," You look wonderful tonight " are my ear candies right this moment !


    gift from hanif, thanks a lot ;)


    and LOOK AT THIS !!!!


    the article i find in today's newspaper ! Dora movie is coming up SO SOON at 4th dec ! But i have the feeling that GSC in Alamanda wont be having this cartoon movie and i know no one will wanna accompany me watching it XD



Thursday, 27 November 2008

  • Currently
    Spirit
    By Leona Lewis
    footprint in the sand
    see related
    Aha finally i have clicked on the button, locking up my blog

    Often i think that being tentative is the safer strategy, but what i gain in security, i lose in excitement. I wish risk doesn't have to be scary. I wish i can get more comfortable with uncertainty. I wish i am bold to take a tiny gamble and see how it pans out. If it does not in store for a big payoff, well, at least i have tried and that means something right

    But somehow, fading into background can be a lot more relaxing. This philosophy rings true, i believe.When spotlight shines in your direction, you'll have the urge to run away from it instead of towards it. My dj manager has assigned me a task, being emcee handling an activity in coming tuesday for RMMU carnival and that truly makes me nervous because i know it wont be mapping out as i wish. Shoo shoo i dun wana have the license to run around like a chicken with its head cut off oh my


    turning 20 real soon. Feeling thrilled? Nah of course NO. Because the goals i have set during my 19 birthday are obviously mission unaccomplished just like in Red Alert. Future holds battles for us. Wish that my compassion will take over and inspire me to do something meaningful.


    Flipping through my diary, new facts start leading me to revise my conclusions for things and people around me.


    I always know looking back on my tears would bring me laughter, but i never know looking back on my laughter would make me cry


    I wish things to keep moving forward, then i gotta keep moving forward as well !




    They are free to fly..so they fly away without looking back



    But i know someone is always there for us when we are in our magic carpet ride, experiencing the whirlwind of ups and downs, tears and smiles..


    Someone will always be there for us



Monday, 24 November 2008

  • Have been starting to yo-yo between hectic and dull. We plan for basketball since we are bored of sedentary days but too bad the rain is pouring down cats and dogs so we end up eliminating our fat in gym. My friends dare me for running continuously 2km. Hey i get pingat one leh during penang bridge run haha! But that time i was young. Now i have been putting on so much weight and sports have become the bitter pill for me to swallow

    tonight the sky is orange !! stupid me wondering that something special is happening, oh stupid me.


    looks like monkey meh ? they insist that i act like Abu the monyet ><
     

     


Saturday, 22 November 2008

  • Currently
    Simple Plan
    By Simple Plan
    save you
    see related

    week 2





     







     


    Aha bunch of us feel like forgoing the blind obedience, feeling like coloring outside the lines since there is no law stating that we have to do everything we have actually planned, which is so called "week review of lectures" in every weekend. So we end up having movie "Guard Post GP506" , setting free ourselves to feel naughty once in a while

    Our bad habits of goofing around and being lazy have become too comfortable for us to get rid of ! Perhaps its okay to have one or two small vices but i guess its time to get more serious about eliminating a couple of them if we wish the history of last trimester not repeating again HAHA !



    I have always wanted to watch quarentine but too bad no one would like to accompany me and i am not that bold enough to watch it alone. So i am pretty excited with the movie today. The movie is quite long, more than two hours, violence of course, somehow it gets a bit dull in the middle but IT IS SO PLOT TWISTING ! The movie starts with a group of military soldier entering a dark room, noticing numerous bloodstains awash on the floor and wall. There is an unknown virus attacking them, deteriorating their skins, turning them into violence and start killing each others. The movie is not really that awesome but somehow it depicts people selfishness of wanting to live and therefore withholding the truth, causing more and more people die.


    Btw i am quite sueh today. I am under attacked by a big fat leech and i spoilt my handphone too so bravo   And when we are hanging around, we spot this father who pinches at his baby son who perhaps just around 1 years old. So the cute baby boy who at first sobbing ending up crying and yelling hysterically. EH BABY IS TO SAYANG NOT FOR PINCHING K  


Friday, 21 November 2008

  • Currently
    Under the Radar
    By Daniel Powter
    free loop
    see related

    kamigustik performance rocks

    Im always that kind of girl who try not to get too catch up in detail. Because i will get myself crazy trying to get things to line up perfectly. If my routine is tossed on its ear creating frenzy, i will definitely staying unfocused and for sure that day will go down in history as the smile-disappear twenty-four hours of my life.

    When things has stirred up difficult emotions, often i find that conversation does not help much. Just like last time after the paper of my emg, i asked cyn not to talk to me because i knew i would go insane crying like a stupid. So i would rather no sparks to set the conversation alight when something goes wrong with me. Aha somehow i should let the personality of saggittarius  to shine, so that i will always have the perfect frame of mind to deal with whatever hiccups that pop up, not getting myself rattled or distracted by feeling of resentment.

    Today ecp is SO dull that i keep on fishing in class. Perhaps the new lecturer who looks so alike with Maxwell, my alpha english lecturer, is way too far from the title of attractiveness. I like TanSuWei and im so glad that he is my tutor because he speaks so fluent and fili fele in his angmor slang english. Aiyo UK grad mar :)

    And today is indeed a happy day. Bunch of us turn up to the karmiGustik performance, organized by International Student Society at multipurpose Hall. It is an acoustic performance, some sort like unplug performance by band. WOW their music is great! HAHA i guess the dust on my guitar must be few inches thick as i have been abandoned it at the corner beside my bed since beta

    How awesome if i can watch live performance by daughtry !!



Wednesday, 19 November 2008

  • This morning lab session ends quite early hence i manage to attend my lecture at the stroke of eleven in time. My heart skips a beat when i see lab instructor CheongSN stepping in. I used to be afraid of him a lot as i get to know that he chases students out of class if they answer wrongly for three times. But i am so wrong. He is so friendly and he speaks loud, really loud.

    During lecture, we were asked what would we do if our country was under attacked. " Run lar " , i whisper. And Syed who sit beside me was pretty shocked with my response. He said he is going to fight for our country because he aint a coward HAHA ! Why am i having this wrong mindset? why am i having this answer with my impulse requires no consideration. Shame on me. Please inject me more with patriotism !


    anyway, its ELMO day today !

     


    elmo say cheese
    haha why am i always langgar pakaian with friends XD


Monday, 17 November 2008

  • Currently
    Breakout
    By Miley Cyrus
    7 things
    see related
    AGAIN the 2 hours malaysian study lecture is canceled without releasing notice earlier. I don't mean to point an accusing finger to anyone just that what's the point posting the notice in mmls an hour before the lecture starts. Wei i have been waiting in library for almost 4 hours since 1pm, just that i haven't being turned out to be batu mesolitik


    anyway its still a good day with friends goofing around, sharing juicy tidbit of gossip. I like PhuaYN the lecturer of my electronics subject though often i find that he is quite dull and he has the same frequency in his tune during lecture. But sometimes he is cute. Imagine an engineering lecturer will pull our legs, saying that Quantum of Mechanics as Quantum of Solace on purpose and he is the only one who laugh at his own joke when all fellow of us are staring at him blankly



    happy us after having my favourite ice-cream


    gonna watch madagascar2 again tonight. siao-ness HAHA
    cant wait for bolt and twilight ! must be awesome !


    Frankly characters in madagascar2 are not my cup of tea because they aint comel enough except little Alakay. But the coming walt disney Bolt thrills me a lot ! Besides, Miley Cyrus is gonna voiced in one of the characters as well !



    三“代”同堂, 多温馨的一幕

    cute 到爆





    cool 到爆





    was tagged again but i was way too lazy so i would only do a few questions of it ;)

    Q : List 3 things you appreciate much and feel thankful
       
    family
        SRJKC Pai Teik
        SMJK Jit Sin

    Q : List 3 things you wonder
       
    i wonder when will lizard face the danger of dying out
        i wonder when can i have the power to cut out whatever that holding me back
        i wonder what defines satisfaction and successful

    Q : List 3 things that best fit for christmas presents for your friends
        soft toy Gloria for guys
        soft toy Moto Moto for girls
        DIY cards


       
       
       

  • Currently
    We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things
    By Jason Mraz
    wordplay
    see related

    childhood memory..opz so far yet so blur


    The Disney Princess ! What guy would not kill for chance to tie the knot with one ( or all ) of these eight wonders of animated world? What guy can resist their stunning beauty, ability to communicate with animals ( which helps a lot when trying to have a conversation with we human ), and incredible singing voice? HAHA even me a girl would also fond to these eight princesses. Not because i have a fairy tale dream, just that their stories bring the messages that good people deserves good ending.

    However, what most guys forget ( usually on purpose ) as these lovely ladies are all already taken. Each and every one of them






    In our mindset we always think a lady have to have a ball gown and at least one pair of glass slipper in her closet before she got anywhere near the title.  But Pocahontas proves us wrong. She is much too independent, too free-spirited. She is like the civilized woman in modern city that we familiar. So she may not wear the glitter and frills most of the other Disney Princesses do, but trust me, she does not need it






    Princess Ariel, who sacrifices all life with her family and friends just to be with her partner. Sure she sees her father  Triton and friends again when there are special events in the castle, but you know its not the same..And the Prince has to give up eating seafood. There's just too much of chances they could end up eating some fish Ariel might know



    This story is actually much more than just a song and kiss. Well i think Snow White is a very practical woman. Now you may think, how can a woman who used to sing about a prince coming to her one day be considered practical? Well izzit impractical to want love in your life? Perhaps not, i think. Besides, it is not like Snow White could go out looking for love on her own. The wicked Queen has her too busy wearing rags and working as a maid.


     


    Prince Charming and Cinderella. Prince has always no one flowers to his liking, probably because he is afraid of women care more about his title, his wealth and being Queen than anything else. Finally, he meets her. But she runs away, leaving naught but a glass slipper. Often people meet amazing the other partners, but through some errors, usually on their part, they let their loves one get away. So in order to get Cinderella back, Prince does everything in his power, even sth as absurd as a glass-slipper-fitting hunt to get her back.




    I think this story is an example of "love conquers all". Sure, people think that love is strong when a prince rescues his princess from dragons. But in this story, Mulan saves General Li Shang in battlefield And this suits one of the song by SHE haha!





    To win Princess Belle's love, he has to learn to control his anger and to be patience. He has to open his heart. It takes time. However, it is well worth the effort when the right woman comes along. A man must be willing to change parts of himself and a woman must be willing to accept the parts a man cant change. And this is what makes Belle so special, grows to love the Beast even though she does not know the spell he is under. That's love





    Aladdin, the lucky guy to win the heart of Princess Jasmine haha! With the help of jimmy and magic carpet, and of course Abu's combined help, he wins his princess, he is a prince, he lives in the palace, he is within spitting distance of being Sultan. How lucky are you Aladdin !



    Aha i must be out of my mind. Why am i so uu-eng to blog and crap everyday. Perhaps this weekend is way too dull. Tomorrow onwards, its gonna be hectic days again and my mind will be occupied by so many things. Now i start to miss my leisurely long weekends...



    signing out
     

     


Sunday, 16 November 2008

  •  


    我一直认为,最容易让人销声匿迹的地方就是在人群中。
    人群恐惧症?我应该只是轻微病患

    最近对国内外的新闻产生莫名的冷漠感。奥巴马当选花旗国总统的消息并没有为我捎来一丝异常快感, 更不会天真的梦想我国会有朝一日被非土著首相领导迈入明天。

    猪朋狗友,其实,我时常感到惭愧,因为我一直都是制造距离的那一个。我相信,因为距离,所以美丽,不是吗?你们会想念不在左右的我,很多朋友间的问题,我往往因为距离而自保。但在心底某处,我深深珍惜着这份友情,因为最窝心的记忆,是你们让我拥有。

    有些事情不必刻意去磨灭或掩饰。任由它绵延到海角尽头吧!苍老的夕阳终会把一切照得陈旧。满天星斗的夜里,且一同去缅怀,追忆。我们都在得失中,跌倒中成长。如果你是我失去的,我或许也是他人错过的。笑一个吧,我们都是彼此成长中的养分



Saturday, 15 November 2008

  • Currently
    A Little Bit Longer
    By Jonas Brothers
    you just don't know it
    see related
    http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/2057304


    i dare you to take the test !! but i have the feeling you will get a telur mata for me sim cheng sim cheng~~

    btw i am chatting with my bro and i tell him i have the feeling i will be suffocated with the subjects i registered this trimester because i find that my brain is getting more and more dumb and mulfuctioned. and surprisingly my bro who used to be so strict in everything pulls my legs !! when i say my bro is strict, i mean it seriously

    yyf : eh i start to worry i cant cope with the subjects again
    yyf : feel like long piak-ing
    yyc : no dear
    yyc : have to waste money for renovation. rugi besar
    yyc : poor wall..you know you are huge
    yyf : yes i know
    yyf : so many things that have screwed me up
    yyf : and i dunno how to express my feeling to ppl arounds me
    yyf : so i choose to write it in words.
    yyf : that's y i m so senang to blog everyday
    yyc : how come. u used to be that busy body and talkative
    yyc : that's your personality. just let it shines
    yyf : wei i m so starved so hungry. i din step out of hostel for meals whole day long
    yyc : eat again. u r putting on weight. eating is your passion

    though it is just some petty usual rubbish conversation. but it makes me happy


    signing out

     

Friday, 14 November 2008

  • Currently
    A Little Bit Longer
    By Jonas Brothers
    when you look me in the eyes
    see related
    We are not being able to live alone, everyone needs a friend or partner to share feeling and experiences, sadness and happiness. But maybe sometime you feel alone, nobody around you care about your feeling. You want to make many friends that understand you but you fail. Maybe you have no time to do that or you are ashamed to begin.


    BUT if you think you are unhappy, look at them



    if you think you are unlucky, how bout him

     

    if you think you don't have any friends, how bout this



    if you feel like giving up, think of this man



    if you think you suffer in life, do you suffer as much as he does



    if you are unsatisfied with our transport system, look at them



    if society is unfair to you, how bout her











    are you still complaining ?
    observe around you and be thankful for all what you have in this transitory life times..

    we are fortunate.We have much more than what we need to be content.
    Let's try not to feed this endless cycle's of consumerism and immorality in which this "modern and advanced" society forgets and ignores the other two thirds of our brothers and sisters.

    and i find that music video of what about now from daughtry is so i repeat this song everyday but until last trimester holiday only i first saw its music video from hitz.tv in astro. i guess you guys should go n have a look if you are free or bored. It is extraordinary from the usual mv we have often seen in tv.

    ok its time to clean up my messy room. shoo shoo yyf !




Thursday, 13 November 2008

  • Currently
    Winter Sonata
    By Original Soundtrack
    prediction - piano version
    see related

     

     
     
     

    Watched madagascar2 produced by dreamwork animation yesterday The film tells the story of four central park zoo clumsy animals who have spent their lives blissful captivity and are unexpectedly shipped back to Africa, getting shipwrecked on the hometown of Alex. Oh i like the theme song so much ! "I like to move it move it..ya like to move it.." The tune is so catchy!
     

     


    happy tzeying with her four newly bought high heels
    since my bday is in november so im given the birthday discount card

       



     



    i wonder why izit the cap of HL milk is so so tight   Anyway, i think i have just make someone annoyed but i really don't mean to do that. Maybe i am too perasan. Yes i am very sensitive. No sparks of conversation since just now and the atmosphere is so uncomfortable. I really don't mean to do that, really. Why izzit ppl having mood swing so easily and getting angry even though we are quite close Why cant ppl stop self-centered and put themselves in other's shoes, trying to be more understanding.

    this saddenned me





Wednesday, 12 November 2008

  • Currently Listening
    A Twist In My Story
    By Secondhand Serenade
    pretend
    see related

     

      

    happy new trimester people !


    Its been the third day of new trimester and i just go with the flow with no concentrate plans of to-do's today. Have my long, leisurely brunch at fcm this afternoon as the two-hours malaysia study has been cancelled without posting any notice in mmls Im exhausted, both physical and mental. Sleep deprived due to some disruptions in my sleep quality and hours for the past few days. And i start thinking really a lot when my energy level is running low.

    Recalling the past. Somehow, i realised that friendship and fate are closely connected. Some friends have distanced themselves due to misunderstandings. Some friendships fell apart due to one of the party having found his/her other half. Somebody come back from outstation and thus filled the void which used to be there. And somebody got dropped out of the circle due to the lack of void now



    attend the first yoga class of new trimester this evening and join peh for squash at night. It must be a long long way to go to master the playing skill as the way i hit the ball is as if i am playing badmintion.  and i am almost rooted to ground when i get to know that nicole david was from convent green lane ! waa peh u have a geng geng mia senior leh^^




    i really sweat a lot oh my



Monday, 10 November 2008

  • Currently Listening
    Rooster
    By Rooster
    come get some
    see related

    for you tzeEe !




    SEE i draw this for you to pump up ur energy level for tomorrow test! dun say me boh sim HAHAHA and you can see my hands are shivering like parkinson when i am drawing HAHA! Maybe ur inner wild child feel like popping out and yelling " i am so bored of studying " but remember just keep a light attitude and you this keras mia kiwi definitely will do very well


    xoxo


Sunday, 09 November 2008

  • Currently Listening
    Breakout
    By Miley Cyrus
    7 things
    see related


    happy birthday hoayTheng ! years of friendship since high school. May all your dreams come true and have a blast in your future undertaking







    and of course BEST LUCK in exams jasmineChong !! She always understands me that well even though both of us are million miles apart She is always there to share my happiness and combative feelings. And she always there when i feel like curl up in a ball and be alone when i am down. Eh i love the card given by you during my last bday. HAHAHA ahem ahem i am giving you hint not to forget my bday prezzie for this year when you visit to sydney. joking lar haha * grinning broadly *

    The best gift i get is that you are coming back on my bday


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  • yeanfern_yeoh
    @Soo_Chia - HAHA boh bian i cant stand pulling ur legs i SAYANG you mia sigh i got the same feeling as you so i desperate for someone to share my holidays routine cycles again. but this time i have to stick my ass on chair to study in case of anything really bad happens,aduhai~~ ask yoyocici to po
  • Soo_Chia
    @yeanfern_yeoh - eeeeeee yerrrrrrrrrrrrrr u say lidat make me feel dat im so hiao lol. sien. 2 weeks more final d. i wan to cry d. i dun think i can score well. i still think my brain suits science subject more. holiday eh u got go shopping till gao gao boh? XD
  • yeanfern_yeoh
    @Soo_Chia - sigh i understand ler cos me too feeling the mood swing i desperate for holidays when exams but somehow sometime i dun like holidays cos dats mean no more ahem ahem so soh po dun get back here so soon k though i miss you so much!! listen 突然好想你 when emo is zooming in the air dearie XD
  • Soo_Chia
    @yeanfern_yeoh - T.T one more month. im happy im sad. happy and sad cuz of what i guess u know lah hor =P yea i wanna go back as soon as possible as well. aiya i super mao dun lah. T.T
  • yeanfern_yeoh
    @Soo_Chia - waaaAA so hectic ? try ur best cram as much into brain memory, i help you drink kopi gao to burn midnight oil HAHA!! 姜王爷保佑!啪!no study break mia ar? nvm lar motivate you, after exams can have endless shopping spree and balik kampung and ahem ahem ahem *cough* you know what i mean XD wei
  • Soo_Chia
    @yeanfern_yeoh - recently im addicted to emo songs d ler XD impossible to find back one ler ok? wei i wanna cry d lah this week got 3 tests, next week still got 2 presentations, next next week final d. we dun have study break. TOT
    • Posted 10/29/2008 12:12 AM
    • by Soo_Chia
  • yeanfern_yeoh
    @Soo_Chia - i notice the song from ur blog!! hoho!! too nice beh tahan eh find ady ur newly bought shirt? who so bad ar shoot die him hng!!
  • Soo_Chia
    wa piang! mayday album super nice. i like 你不是真正的快乐 and 如烟。damn nice lah wei. i keep repeating.
  • yeanfern_yeoh
    hoi i see your picha in facebook during holloween OH MY GOD I WANA JOIN TOO!!!! the outfit is so sweet and devil !!! eh how you draw the blood on ur mouth. must be super fun gulung ryan v those papers HAHAHA!!
  • everjas
    faster 4 of us reunite !!! =.=
    • Posted 10/16/2008 7:00 PM
    • by everjas

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